Well, I love his biceps...! Big, hard and peaked. He has also great abs and cum gutters, and of course, his dick is more than just suckable...! Hmmm, I am melting....!
Saturday, 21 July 2012
Hardon No. 3
Well, I love his biceps...! Big, hard and peaked. He has also great abs and cum gutters, and of course, his dick is more than just suckable...! Hmmm, I am melting....!
Saturday, 14 July 2012
Hardon No. 2
Holy Shit!
I wanna so touch and go and go down in his arms, wrestling with him naked and whoever wins, gets fucked. I would surely be the winner in each case, because fucking him or getting fucked by him, that does not matter at all. Damn!!!
If live was offering one choice, thats the one I would go for (at least in my horny stage now) lol Enjoy
I wanna so touch and go and go down in his arms, wrestling with him naked and whoever wins, gets fucked. I would surely be the winner in each case, because fucking him or getting fucked by him, that does not matter at all. Damn!!!
If live was offering one choice, thats the one I would go for (at least in my horny stage now) lol Enjoy
Friday, 13 July 2012
The Empire (?) stands beside
Dear Blog.
I wanted also to raise political issues and my beliefs and reaction to it here and since I was thinking of it all day, it maybe wise to post it down.
Today was the UK, the potential election about the EU, and the situation between EU/UK in the newspapers again. Lets summarise: The conservative party in the UK is in its majority "anti"-EU, but not anti-European. They refuse centralised power in Brussels, a common constitution for all the EU (besides other EU Members as well, and other more integrational projects like the Schengen Area, but want to contribute and participate on the EU Market for corporations, labour, goods, products and services, and capital. Well, since the Conservatives are in power, together with the pro European and pro EU Liberal democrats, there is a lot going on in the Empire and an public vote, to clarify the future status of the UK in the EU is on the horizon to come soon.
The situation is therefor complicated, that until the 1950s, the UK was a worldwide important Empire, balancing the European powers from the late 18th to the beginning 20th century. After world war 2 and with the time of the Commonwealth, which in its best days was never more than just a council of the UK and former colonies without any direct power, and the freedom of the colonies, the UK importance, as the importance of France too, declined a lot. Even in the last 20 years, the UK lost the predominated role as the first ally of the USA to other countries. Since the UK is a land of remarkable cultural and legal tradition, the change of heart does not follow as soon as reality does. That's why conservative forces in the Empire still see themselves an individual power and not as much as a part of the EU as for example Germany or the Netherlands or Spain. Well, they are not, not in economical, nor in military power anymore. Following the Rumours is the UK also endangered to lose the seat in the UN Security Council because of the lack of renewal of the atomic weapons arsenal.
On the other side are the other Europeans, who are getting sick and tired of the constant role of the UK as the power, who does not wanna go along with most or all of the other countries. The last example was the finance stability agreement, which was stopped for the EU and was therefore "only" implemented for the EU members in the EURO zone. Starting with the former PM Lady M. Thatcher and here famous "I want my money back" in the 1980s, the UK got a substantial discount of more than 30 % on its membership fees for the EU since around 25 years now. Its economy, more and more specialised on capital and investment banking, has grown dependent to the City of London and its financial district. Only Luxembourg has a comparable size in the financial department. So its no wonder, that the UK (other than Luxembourg) is strongly opposed by a financial tax on highly speculative capital transactions within the EU, which will now most likely come in some of the EU countries like France, Germany, the Netherlands, Italy, Spain, Austria and others first.
Two things are probably fair to say:
1. The financial sector is the most responsible economy sector in case of the now worldwide running economical bank crisis, which in its third year 2010 started to influence the EURO in its very existence. Therefore benefits the UK as a bystander from the EURO weakness, not from the own strength of Pound Sterling or the UK economy.
2. The City of London will most likely be the one area in the EU which will profit from this new financial tax. So its quite clear that the UK will remain again as a bystander, where most or the rest of the EU wants to integrate furthermore.
So what will be the outcome? What is the solution here? Three potential situations come to my mind:
1. the UK will leave the EU
2. the UK will remain in the EU and continues the separate country besides the union of others or
3. the UK will further integrate into the EU and will help to develop the EU to a better level
Ok, forget no. 3. That is as unlikely as France will give up his resistance for a true political union. And from the two remaining points it is 50/50 what the outcome will be, as the further EU integration will also allow in the future to do legislation with a qualified majority and not with a unanimous vote. Of course not in the most basic areas but enough, to make the continuity of the role of the UK very delicate. And even with all the difficulties, the UK and its natural pragmatism limits the EU in its bureaucracy and in its sometimes over boarding enthusiasm to centralise what is best solved locally or regionally. So, I hope, the UK stays in the EU, but overcomes its own isolation to become a highly influencing and valuable part in the EU on its way to remain an important power in the world.
I wanted also to raise political issues and my beliefs and reaction to it here and since I was thinking of it all day, it maybe wise to post it down.
Today was the UK, the potential election about the EU, and the situation between EU/UK in the newspapers again. Lets summarise: The conservative party in the UK is in its majority "anti"-EU, but not anti-European. They refuse centralised power in Brussels, a common constitution for all the EU (besides other EU Members as well, and other more integrational projects like the Schengen Area, but want to contribute and participate on the EU Market for corporations, labour, goods, products and services, and capital. Well, since the Conservatives are in power, together with the pro European and pro EU Liberal democrats, there is a lot going on in the Empire and an public vote, to clarify the future status of the UK in the EU is on the horizon to come soon.
The situation is therefor complicated, that until the 1950s, the UK was a worldwide important Empire, balancing the European powers from the late 18th to the beginning 20th century. After world war 2 and with the time of the Commonwealth, which in its best days was never more than just a council of the UK and former colonies without any direct power, and the freedom of the colonies, the UK importance, as the importance of France too, declined a lot. Even in the last 20 years, the UK lost the predominated role as the first ally of the USA to other countries. Since the UK is a land of remarkable cultural and legal tradition, the change of heart does not follow as soon as reality does. That's why conservative forces in the Empire still see themselves an individual power and not as much as a part of the EU as for example Germany or the Netherlands or Spain. Well, they are not, not in economical, nor in military power anymore. Following the Rumours is the UK also endangered to lose the seat in the UN Security Council because of the lack of renewal of the atomic weapons arsenal.
On the other side are the other Europeans, who are getting sick and tired of the constant role of the UK as the power, who does not wanna go along with most or all of the other countries. The last example was the finance stability agreement, which was stopped for the EU and was therefore "only" implemented for the EU members in the EURO zone. Starting with the former PM Lady M. Thatcher and here famous "I want my money back" in the 1980s, the UK got a substantial discount of more than 30 % on its membership fees for the EU since around 25 years now. Its economy, more and more specialised on capital and investment banking, has grown dependent to the City of London and its financial district. Only Luxembourg has a comparable size in the financial department. So its no wonder, that the UK (other than Luxembourg) is strongly opposed by a financial tax on highly speculative capital transactions within the EU, which will now most likely come in some of the EU countries like France, Germany, the Netherlands, Italy, Spain, Austria and others first.
Two things are probably fair to say:
1. The financial sector is the most responsible economy sector in case of the now worldwide running economical bank crisis, which in its third year 2010 started to influence the EURO in its very existence. Therefore benefits the UK as a bystander from the EURO weakness, not from the own strength of Pound Sterling or the UK economy.
2. The City of London will most likely be the one area in the EU which will profit from this new financial tax. So its quite clear that the UK will remain again as a bystander, where most or the rest of the EU wants to integrate furthermore.
So what will be the outcome? What is the solution here? Three potential situations come to my mind:
1. the UK will leave the EU
2. the UK will remain in the EU and continues the separate country besides the union of others or
3. the UK will further integrate into the EU and will help to develop the EU to a better level
Ok, forget no. 3. That is as unlikely as France will give up his resistance for a true political union. And from the two remaining points it is 50/50 what the outcome will be, as the further EU integration will also allow in the future to do legislation with a qualified majority and not with a unanimous vote. Of course not in the most basic areas but enough, to make the continuity of the role of the UK very delicate. And even with all the difficulties, the UK and its natural pragmatism limits the EU in its bureaucracy and in its sometimes over boarding enthusiasm to centralise what is best solved locally or regionally. So, I hope, the UK stays in the EU, but overcomes its own isolation to become a highly influencing and valuable part in the EU on its way to remain an important power in the world.
Sunday, 8 July 2012
Hardons
Friends of hot hardons. :)
After all the doomy, gloomy stuff, its time for some nice, entertaining and nice pics. :) I should start to blog every week a hot guy with a nice big hardon. How does that sound? Well, the quality might switch a bit, but the "details" will be very easy to identify...! lol
And here is our first victim. He is a webcam model (part time), he has a great body and a very ugly attitude towards me, but here its only about his nice big dick and his bulging biceps. Did I mention his abs???? lol
Enjoy
After all the doomy, gloomy stuff, its time for some nice, entertaining and nice pics. :) I should start to blog every week a hot guy with a nice big hardon. How does that sound? Well, the quality might switch a bit, but the "details" will be very easy to identify...! lol
And here is our first victim. He is a webcam model (part time), he has a great body and a very ugly attitude towards me, but here its only about his nice big dick and his bulging biceps. Did I mention his abs???? lol
Enjoy
Desires, Desires
Hello Blog! :)
Why do we always desire most what we cannot have?
I just come up with that question, because I wanna be friends with some people, and more and more I get the impression, that my "trying"is pushing them away, no matter if I do it nearly not detectable or I force it out big time . Like its imprinted in all of my action that I am too needy or so. Why is that?
Does it make people uncomfortable, that we are not all the time on our peak or in need for someone to understand? Und why is it, that people who love and adore us, despite all our weaknesses and failures, are sometimes not the ones, we wish for their support in certain situations? Well, Life is not a childrens birthday party, especially since in the past I attended some very scary ones myself. lol
Anyway, I still need to sort out my stuff for a lot of years to follow before I can lay back and think about other solutions. I wish to have the strength and the dedication for it. And I am working on it, but success is a bitch, especially if you are so much down that you are afraid of a positive feedback, which is not a full gain at all and only a first step. BUT I may be a fat cat, but I will fall on my feet. :)
I wish all of you a great day.
Big Hug
MLB
Why do we always desire most what we cannot have?
I just come up with that question, because I wanna be friends with some people, and more and more I get the impression, that my "trying"is pushing them away, no matter if I do it nearly not detectable or I force it out big time . Like its imprinted in all of my action that I am too needy or so. Why is that?
Does it make people uncomfortable, that we are not all the time on our peak or in need for someone to understand? Und why is it, that people who love and adore us, despite all our weaknesses and failures, are sometimes not the ones, we wish for their support in certain situations? Well, Life is not a childrens birthday party, especially since in the past I attended some very scary ones myself. lol
Anyway, I still need to sort out my stuff for a lot of years to follow before I can lay back and think about other solutions. I wish to have the strength and the dedication for it. And I am working on it, but success is a bitch, especially if you are so much down that you are afraid of a positive feedback, which is not a full gain at all and only a first step. BUT I may be a fat cat, but I will fall on my feet. :)
I wish all of you a great day.
Big Hug
MLB
Saturday, 7 July 2012
Dramaqueen
Alright World, here is the next drama.
Since the last post, where I felt extraordinary good, reality came back to me BIG time. Even after I managed to get my grip and do my job application documents, now I tend to fear any positive feedback coming in, like a request for an interview or so. I should not have celebrated too soon. At least I have lost some weight, which is by far not enough, but each time I put on a pants, I am happy that I am now able to least breath half of my lung now and if I am continuing, I might breath completely by the end of this months. Great opportunity, lets celebrate with Steak, Salad and Fries...! lol
What is even more disturbing is, that my great feeling on what I am actually able to do as it is listed in my CV now, I am doubting again. But not enough, because I will be without income in three weeks, and I seem not to bother at all...! :( What I notice is that friends of mine are getting annoyed and frustrated on my situation, since the actual distance to kick my ass is too far for them to overcome. Oh well, get used to that level of frustration, I deal with that since three years now...!
OH! and since I am sneeking onto flirt since the end of last months, when I visited one of my friends on there to "support" his winning in the promotion, I am going back under different names on hourly basis every second day. But to fight that one addiction, I created a new one: TADAAAH, I am on twitter now. lol We will see if the Twitter universe is big enough for me.
More hot stuff coming soon. PS: Did anyone read my story and how was it??? lol
Big Hug
MLB
Since the last post, where I felt extraordinary good, reality came back to me BIG time. Even after I managed to get my grip and do my job application documents, now I tend to fear any positive feedback coming in, like a request for an interview or so. I should not have celebrated too soon. At least I have lost some weight, which is by far not enough, but each time I put on a pants, I am happy that I am now able to least breath half of my lung now and if I am continuing, I might breath completely by the end of this months. Great opportunity, lets celebrate with Steak, Salad and Fries...! lol
What is even more disturbing is, that my great feeling on what I am actually able to do as it is listed in my CV now, I am doubting again. But not enough, because I will be without income in three weeks, and I seem not to bother at all...! :( What I notice is that friends of mine are getting annoyed and frustrated on my situation, since the actual distance to kick my ass is too far for them to overcome. Oh well, get used to that level of frustration, I deal with that since three years now...!
OH! and since I am sneeking onto flirt since the end of last months, when I visited one of my friends on there to "support" his winning in the promotion, I am going back under different names on hourly basis every second day. But to fight that one addiction, I created a new one: TADAAAH, I am on twitter now. lol We will see if the Twitter universe is big enough for me.
More hot stuff coming soon. PS: Did anyone read my story and how was it??? lol
Big Hug
MLB
Saturday, 30 June 2012
Wonderful Day (very rare occasion)
Good Morning World,
today is a wonderful day. I visited a webcam model aquitance on flirt4free by the name Sean Holmes. I have not seen him in over 6 weeks, since I decided to take a sabbatical time from flirt. The reasons why I was there are very easy and supportive of each other: 1. I WANTED to go there, and 2. RUSS and CID, the friends I met online on there some months ago and with whom I spend hours on flirt and especially with Sean, were not able or willing to go online and support Sean on his show tonight. So I felt obligated for moral support, since it has changed nothing in my financial situation. I admit though, that I used the 2nd reason to cover up or even strengthen the 1st one very much. Shame on me..!
But, I had a great time. A lot of the other viewers I have met in the last 8 months, since I visit Sean, and I had much fun with Sean and them. The only bad side is that it got me so good, I am thinking of going online with Sean tonight again. And, I was tempted to spend money too, which is a BAD thing. So, I am fighting basicly my own urges for playing a simple game, cause my situation is not, and I surely am not simple myself. I strongly believe, that if I would be an easy and simple guy, I would not have those depression issues that much.
The sick time I spend in my appartment in the last 4 months was more than enough to question all what is me or what I am still holding dear from me. Believe me, I never hold myself very much dear at all. So doubting my qualities, doubting my strength and even doubting my values is one side of my sickness and is enforced by the lack of reality and the amount of virtual illusion that you can dream, buy and have in any other way. I bet, a lot of you know what I am talking about., and in case you don't, BE HAPPY and hold on to it.
Well, and why is it still a wonderful day? The sun is shining, I had a talk with a long missed aquintance, I went out shopping fresh food on the weekly farmers market and I am confident, that I might have some good time today.
Apropo good times: OMG, I was in the bus the other day, and I laid my eyes on a pure peace of hotness. Be warned: I know he is far too young, but his presence was so dazzling and mesmerizing, I got a boner looking at his hot body. And, shame on me, I took some pics with my handy phone. I thought for myself: Damn, this should be forbidden, to be hot like this and walk around dressed and giving honest horny gay guys like me such a "hard" time, without the potential situation to touch or to watch him being touched by a similar hot guy. :( Live SUCKS!!!! :D and for those, who call me not a child malester, I know he was at least 4 years to young, but he was over 18 and imagine him in 5 years!!!!!
Well, here you go:
I am not asking what you think, but what DO you think? :) worshipping his hard body, his hot biceps and play with the hidden fruits...! Seufz! Life can be so cruel.
OH, apropo thinking: What did you think about my story? :) Did it "brightens" your imaginations in a certain way? If so, that was supposed to do it, if not, well, I am still trying. :)
Have a great weekend and more self centered stuff will be published on here soon.
Big Hug
MLB
today is a wonderful day. I visited a webcam model aquitance on flirt4free by the name Sean Holmes. I have not seen him in over 6 weeks, since I decided to take a sabbatical time from flirt. The reasons why I was there are very easy and supportive of each other: 1. I WANTED to go there, and 2. RUSS and CID, the friends I met online on there some months ago and with whom I spend hours on flirt and especially with Sean, were not able or willing to go online and support Sean on his show tonight. So I felt obligated for moral support, since it has changed nothing in my financial situation. I admit though, that I used the 2nd reason to cover up or even strengthen the 1st one very much. Shame on me..!
But, I had a great time. A lot of the other viewers I have met in the last 8 months, since I visit Sean, and I had much fun with Sean and them. The only bad side is that it got me so good, I am thinking of going online with Sean tonight again. And, I was tempted to spend money too, which is a BAD thing. So, I am fighting basicly my own urges for playing a simple game, cause my situation is not, and I surely am not simple myself. I strongly believe, that if I would be an easy and simple guy, I would not have those depression issues that much.
The sick time I spend in my appartment in the last 4 months was more than enough to question all what is me or what I am still holding dear from me. Believe me, I never hold myself very much dear at all. So doubting my qualities, doubting my strength and even doubting my values is one side of my sickness and is enforced by the lack of reality and the amount of virtual illusion that you can dream, buy and have in any other way. I bet, a lot of you know what I am talking about., and in case you don't, BE HAPPY and hold on to it.
Well, and why is it still a wonderful day? The sun is shining, I had a talk with a long missed aquintance, I went out shopping fresh food on the weekly farmers market and I am confident, that I might have some good time today.
Apropo good times: OMG, I was in the bus the other day, and I laid my eyes on a pure peace of hotness. Be warned: I know he is far too young, but his presence was so dazzling and mesmerizing, I got a boner looking at his hot body. And, shame on me, I took some pics with my handy phone. I thought for myself: Damn, this should be forbidden, to be hot like this and walk around dressed and giving honest horny gay guys like me such a "hard" time, without the potential situation to touch or to watch him being touched by a similar hot guy. :( Live SUCKS!!!! :D and for those, who call me not a child malester, I know he was at least 4 years to young, but he was over 18 and imagine him in 5 years!!!!!
Well, here you go:
I am not asking what you think, but what DO you think? :) worshipping his hard body, his hot biceps and play with the hidden fruits...! Seufz! Life can be so cruel.
OH, apropo thinking: What did you think about my story? :) Did it "brightens" your imaginations in a certain way? If so, that was supposed to do it, if not, well, I am still trying. :)
Have a great weekend and more self centered stuff will be published on here soon.
Big Hug
MLB
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