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Why do we always desire most what we cannot have?
I just come up with that question, because I wanna be friends with some people, and more and more I get the impression, that my "trying"is pushing them away, no matter if I do it nearly not detectable or I force it out big time . Like its imprinted in all of my action that I am too needy or so. Why is that?
Does it make people uncomfortable, that we are not all the time on our peak or in need for someone to understand? Und why is it, that people who love and adore us, despite all our weaknesses and failures, are sometimes not the ones, we wish for their support in certain situations? Well, Life is not a childrens birthday party, especially since in the past I attended some very scary ones myself. lol
Anyway, I still need to sort out my stuff for a lot of years to follow before I can lay back and think about other solutions. I wish to have the strength and the dedication for it. And I am working on it, but success is a bitch, especially if you are so much down that you are afraid of a positive feedback, which is not a full gain at all and only a first step. BUT I may be a fat cat, but I will fall on my feet. :)
I wish all of you a great day.
Big Hug
MLB
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